When it is all coming together it is a high. Everything is falling into place...the hard work is coming to fuittion... - a terrific place to be. There is some financial reward and security, finally, it seems. And, as I have been fortunate enough to have, the 'right sales' come together. (but, don't they always? - the constant goal)
But, when it is not coming together or when the presure and weight of the responsibility is pressing in...maybe the pursuit is appearing impossible...or something has gone awry, whether inadvertantly, un-fortunately or the other...it is a low...an utter low...
When one takes one's work or profession seriously, the highs are a truimph, the lows feel a failure.
Dedication and commitment always bare a weight and burden - carrying it as lightly as possible should always be a goal.
And now, it is summer. Deep summer, end of July.
Got picked back up again with a lovely sale: a truly sweet experience and an obvious blessing, and so it has turned around again...
Alert to my realtor friends, reading this - perhaps - The Ups and Downs denote the ups and the downs...
The Ups and Downs of every profession, every pursuit, creative endeavour, way of being - the downs help to define the ups...and, I beleive, like a wave, the peaks and valley's equalize - into calm. Peaceful, joyous & energizing... - Perfect Calm.
And a perfect calm has been doled me out for the time...I am thankful...
Now Summer: family & friend visitings and time. Sweet time. And pleasant work I have been given too...
Listening to Accu Radio. Sipping vodka and water from a flask...friday night evolution...

